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29) Stephanie 
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Thursday, 29 May 1997 01:00 Write a comment Send E-mail

Still, three and a half years after my first recollection (which would really be admittance since I suspected/had visions of the abuse all along but truly thought I was just a drama queen), I have difficulty believing myself. But tonight, as I felt nauseous and depressed and angry and a myriad of other emotions, and I turned to the internet for a forum, for something so I didn't wind up making myself sick or pulling my hair out, I was so, so grateful you were here and I could read that I wasn't alone. That makes me feel so pathetic, but at the same time, less alien, less surreal... Less emotionless amid so much inner chaos, more able to recognize that others have emotions (other than pity for my horrible experience-- I hate that so, so much). In any case, my babble probably makes little sense, but thank you anyway.
28) Anonymous 
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I have been abused.
27) Robin 
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Thursday, 29 May 1997 01:00 Write a comment Send E-mail

My LifeI sit by the lake all alone. Looking across thewater, I begin to wonder where I truely belong...I look back at my whole life through.This is what I will share with you...I have lived my life throu alot of hurt andpain. Sometimes, I wonder how I ever stayed so sane...I have lived through my father's sexual abuse.But it also seems to stay with me no matter what I do...I have lived through the blood that ran down my back.The reason for the whipping, my memory lack...By my family, I was disowned. But this is alright, causedeep down I know I can go on...I have lived through the batter of some men. I promisemyself, this I will never live through again...I have lived through the loss of a child. Who I lovedearly and think about all the while...As I look across the lake, I realize, in my life I'velived throu alot of hard times. But, then I began to cry forthe people's whose lives has been worse than mine...Written by: Robin
26) Angie 
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Thursday, 29 May 1997 01:00 Write a comment Send E-mail

Terra, You and your web page are truly amazing!
25) Robin 
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The story behind this poem is too much of a long one to take up the space in this guestbook that could be used by someone else... : )My Life::I sit by the lake all alone. Looking across thewater, I begin to wonder where I truely belong...I look back at my whole life through.This is what I will share with you...I have lived my life throu alot of hurt andpain. Sometimes, I wonder how I ever stayed so sane...I have lived through my father's sexual abuse.But it also seems to stay with me no matter what I do...I have lived through the blood that ran down my back.The reason for the whipping, my memory lack...By my family, I was disowned. But this is alright, causedeep down I know I can go on...I have lived through the batter of some men. I promisemyself, this I will never live through again...I have lived through the loss of a child. Who I lovedearly and think about all the while...As I look across the lake, I realize, in my life I'velived throu alot of hard times. But, then I began to cry forthe people's whose lives has been worse than mine...
24) Kaye Annette Ohlsen 
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Friday, 9 January 2004 01:00 Write a comment Send E-mail

I didn't realise I could use this to reach out to other people. Anyone who would like to give me some ideas for therapy please feel free. I live on a remote property so it is hard to get help. We are 120km North-East of Kununurra, WA. I was abused by 2 older brothers from the age of 5 - 7. I have done the confrontation involving the church I was raised in & my brothers now have the support of the preachers because of their lies. My parents also support them. It has only added to the pain & devastation. I have cut contact with them & my supportive sister & I left Qld to start afresh. The only problem is I am living in limbo & falling apart badly.
23) Kaye Annette Ohlsen 
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Friday, 9 January 2004 01:00 Write a comment Send E-mail

This is my first time on the site & the first time to be actively involved in trying to reach out to get some help. I have read a lot on incest in the last couple of years but have had no therapy yet.
22) john J Abernethy 
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I stumbled across this site by accident. This has been a rough year emotionally, and am tring to seek counselling. I am 35 years old, and have come to relize that i was sexually abused as a child. I am making tapes as talking to a doctor is very hard, even about health issues. I have also had a lifetime of trouble with dentists. The one thing that keeps comming to my mind is I wish the people who did this to children could see the pain and trouble they cause. It lasts a long time, I have spent a life pushing people away and been involved in relationships that were very bad for me. I have trouble beliving the reason a person abuses is because they were abused, I get sick to my stomach thinking about how anyone can think to hurt a child. I'm posting hoping to find someone who was abused to talk too and try to get a better understanding of the emotions and things going on in my mind.I am also having trouble dealing with my parents, the abuser was my nannys second husband, he is still alive and living in England. I can not explain, but I feel an instinctual feeling of betrayel with my parents, have felt that way a very long time. I feel the trigger that has made me realize what happened was my mother and father telling me this year that they tried to abort me before I was born, but did notgo through with it. For the longest time I belived I was abducted by aliens, but my memories are starting to open and my life is showing me that I have serious things to cope with and put in there place...if that makes any sense. thank you for this site.
21) Paul 
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Thursday, 29 May 1997 01:00 Write a comment

Hello, I found you at Altavista. You have wealth of information on your site and a nice design. Greetings from Germany - Paul
20) Katzen 
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Thursday, 29 May 1997 01:00 Write a comment

I enjoyed my visit. Greetings from Olga Katzen - http://123top.info/member/an_der_seite_der_katzen/
19) Heimarbeit 
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Thursday, 29 May 1997 01:00 Write a comment

Keep up this great resource. I bookmark your site, best greetings, Heim Arbeit -
18) Jessica 
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Hi my name is Jessica and reading through alot of these articles I have not come aross one that is as intresting as mine. I have been sexually abuse by 12 diffrent people 7 of them being family and the rest not. This is still hard for me to talk about because I am going to high school with four of them. well if you have any questions or anything fill free to e-mail me at any time. Thank you so much for this awsome site.
17) chris b. 
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Thursday, 29 May 1997 01:00 Write a comment Send E-mail

after 31 years, since I was 15, I have held the ugly truth to myslef that my stepfather molested me repeatedly. My younger brother was molested as well. I feel so shamed for not being strong enough to at least have protected mybrother. He was 12 at the time. His life has been total Hell and pain. I have attempted suicide, then contracted AIDS intentionally many years ago. Today I finally have had enough! I have called my dear younger sister with 2 young sons and told her what happended. That I cannot stand thinking my nephews could be in danger. They live just a block away from our parents. Having tried to imaginethat the situation has resolved itself over time. that it could not happen this late on etc... Somehow,I am very healthy today, have a loving relationship with a great guy and somehow gotta sort through all this anguish. This web is a great source. just found it today May 15, 2003 blessings to all!!!
16) Bob 
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Thursday, 29 May 1997 01:00 Write a comment

This is super! Much faster loading. I periodically go through the pages and re-discover things that are important to me. Happy new year to everyone seeing this message! - - Bob
15) Melinda Francene Ehlers 
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Tuesday, 25 November 2003 01:00 Write a comment Send E-mail

This site, so far, in my 2 month journey to healing from sexual abuse, physical abuse and pain from it all, has been the most helpful to me of all that I have come across. This site could have been my site with how closely things are describing me. Wow. Great job. Thank you. Please read my message board entries. Melinda
14) Terri 
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Thursday, 29 May 1997 01:00 Write a comment Send E-mail

A good web site. it is well done. If anyone would like to check. I have web site about sexual anyone can check it out
13) Jennifer 
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Happy New Year everyone! Hang in there!
12) Anonymous 
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Thursday, 29 May 1997 01:00 Write a comment Send E-mail

My grandfather sexually abused me at the age of 6. I don't know how long it occured as I have blocked most of it out.Unfortunately, my mothers' denial about also being abused resulted in her being unable to protect me. Rather than deal with it when it happened to my mother my grandmother chose to ignore it.My mother told me that she was abused when I was 15 and since then I guess I have felt a great resentment towards her for letting it happen to me. How could she leave her own child with the person who had done such horrid things to her?????However, it is only now that I am beginning to see the impact that the abuse has had on me... It is only now that I have begun to question myself as to whether I should still keep in contact with my grandfather. I dont know what to do. I am confused... there is so much I want to write here but I right now I dont have the emotional energy to write it... Just these few lines are draining... 20 years on and Im beginning to think that I do need to talk about what happened. But only saying as much as I have written here has been very difficult.
11) Robin 
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The story behind this poem is too much of a long one to take up the space in this guestbook that could be used by someone else... : )My Life::I sit by the lake all alone. Looking across thewater, I begin to wonder where I truely belong...I look back at my whole life through.This is what I will share with you...I have lived my life throu alot of hurt andpain. Sometimes, I wonder how I ever stayed so sane...I have lived through my father's sexual abuse.But it also seems to stay with me no matter what I do...I have lived through the blood that ran down my back.The reason for the whipping, my memory lack...By my family, I was disowned. But this is alright, causedeep down I know I can go on...I have lived through the batter of some men. I promisemyself, this I will never live through again...I have lived through the loss of a child. Who I lovedearly and think about all the while...As I look across the lake, I realize, in my life I'velived throu alot of hard times. But, then I began to cry forthe people's whose lives has been worse than mine...
10) Kimberley Hying 
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Last week my 7 yr old little girl came to me and my boyfriend(she calls him Daddy), and told us her Bio-Dad(she calls him Steve) has been touching her privates. I started to cry and we sat and talked with Brittany about what had happened to her. We since then have contacted children services and the police, both her in Henderson and in Wisconsin were her Bio-dad lives. Her first interview with the case worker was terrible, Brittany did not talk, she said she was scared and wanted to go home. When we got home, she started talking more about other things that he did to her. We explained to her that she needs to talk to the nice lady(Michelle) about what Steve did, so that she can protect her from him forever. She then said that Steve told her if she told anyone, that he would make Mommy go away forever. On 9-12-2002 Brittany is going in for a complete physical and another interview with Michelle.We are hoping she will finally disclose to her what has happened. Brittany told us that she will talk to her now. They gave her a huge white teddy bear and she calls him her truth bear, and that he helps her talk to people that scare her. I am so confused about all this, i keep asking myself- WHY?, why my daughter?, she is so innocent, she has never done anything wrong. I blame myself sometimes, why didnt I see it, is it my fault. I feel so much anger also, I want him dead or torchured for hours. I am also 7 months pregnant with another girl,and I catch myself watching my boyfriend now whenever he is playing with Brittany, I hate myself when I do that. I love him and he is not the one who hurt my baby. He is just as angry and hurt as me about what is happening, he looks at Brittany as his own daughter and can't believe anyone would hurt her this way. I just feel so lost and I dont know what to do. I tell her everyday, I am proud of her for telling, and that its NOT her fault, that I believe her 100%. I tell how much we all love her so much, and that she is doing the right thing. I hope I am doing right thing though.
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