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Baby Bear

Bearing through it!

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Dallas, Texas
Gender: female
I cry out for solitude
Aug 6th, 2007 at 10:11pm
I cry out for solitude
Yet yearn for a hug.
I build impenetrable walls
And wonder why I'm not loved.

My ego rises while my self-esteem falls.

I demand complete and utter control
Though chaos and confusion rule my soul.
I have taught myself never to cry
And if the dam breaks, it's goodbye.

I cling to life; yet want to die?

I remain invisible for everyone to see
Silently screaming, "Look what's been done to me!
I want the world to know my abuser's name
I keep my mouth shut while shouting the name.

I fear I am to blame so great is my shame.

See my cuts, my scars and my wounded soul,
But who will peer into that dark ugly hole?
That dark, ugly hole that houses my soul
Darkness needs only light to make it whole.

To step out of this paradox, this is my goal.

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