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maggie
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hide and seek.
Dec 2nd, 2006 at 7:12pm
 
When I was little, so sweet and small
My heart was open, for life and love
My mind was wide, like the sky above
When I was little, I lost it all.

When I was seven or maybe it was eight
a monster asked me to play hide and seek
but this game wasn’t what you might think
Oh monster you tricked me, too late. too late.

When I was innocent, naïve and brave
That monster held me, trapped and bound
And It wasn’t till now that I was found
Beneath the surface, inside his grave.

When I was scared, quiet, and alone
That monster carved an empty girl
That runs and hide from all the world
Oh monster I wish I would have known.

Now I am older, cynical and worn
My heart is somewhere, I cannot find
My mind running, from what follows behind
Now I am lost, confused and torn.

When I was little, he took my soul
And then that monster…swallowed it whole.
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Reply #1 - Dec 3rd, 2006 at 11:25am
 
Way to express yourself Maggie!  I wish that you didn't have to go through that when you were little.  Your pain is validated.  Keep trying to work on things.  And you will get to a better place.  Hang in there!

Big hugs,
Mandi Smiley
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Reply #2 - Dec 7th, 2006 at 5:13pm
 
Maggie,
I am sorry for what you endured as a child and for how it leaves you feeling now.  This healing journey is hard but I believe it can lead us to a better place, one small step at a time.
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