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Baby Bear

Bearing through it!

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Saint Louis Mo
Gender: female
Nov 8th, 2005 at 7:49pm
Drifting contently off to sleep
In grandpas arms, I hear his heart beat
Slowly ,hypnotically he strokes my cheek
Sleeping, warmly, safely so at peace.
On the stairs I hear the squeak
Creeping up the stairs he carries me
In his arms I know no fear- drifting back to sleep even there.
A stabbing pain jolts me from sleep ,I open my eyes and start to weep.
To his chest he holds me tight.
I don't understand what hurts so bad, if grandpa is holding me I am alright.
Over and over thru the years grandpa carries me up those stairs
Now an adult my mind still plays over and over the horror of those day
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Super Bear

Posts: 2909
Gender: female
Reply #1 - Nov 8th, 2005 at 9:25pm
The confusion is obvious ~ I have felt the same betrayal.  I am sorry that you went through that.  We are listening!

Big hugs,
Mandi Smiley
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At some point, you have to make a decision.Boundaries don't keep other people out.They fence you in.Life is messy.That's how we're made.So,you can waste your lives drawing lines.Or you can live your l
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